“En mis dias”: In my days

Rosa, Lucio, and Doris express nostalgia for Santa Fe back in the day.

 

Rosa and Lucio both grew up in Guaranda, but their parents are from further out in the region: Rosa’s family lived outside of Guaranda, while Lucio’s family comes from Chimborazo. Rosa and Lucio both grew up helping their families and farm duties: farming for them was not something that they described as taught, but something they just grew up with and naturally became part of them as they got older. Although gender roles dictated Lucio and Rosa’s roles in the home, with Rosa taking care of raising the children and househild work while Lucio was able to work as a bus driver for a few years, agriculture was where both shared responsibilities. All of Rosa and Lucio’s three children grew up in the farm in Santa Fe where Lucio grew up, since he gained the house after his parents passed away as part of his inheritance.

In the audio clip below, Doris describes some of her memories growing up in the family farm in Sanra Fe:


Transcript of audio:

Doris: Um, my first years, when I was little, I lived in Santa Fe, in the small town that is in the farm with my parents’ farm. Was a really nice place, I really, I liked it, I enjoyed a lot. Ah, the whole day we were playing in the farm, with the animals, with the, in the grass, in the plantations that my parents had, they used to plant corn, also, wheat. So I grew up in that place, and I remember being really, really happy. No concerns, no sadness, nothing. Um, I felt free, it’s like I felt free, ah we didn’t have people living around us, a few people but far away from my house, so we were free, because nobody was looking at us. We were doing whatever we want, because was our place.

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Everything was better when I was younger. Everyone was calmer, things grew, the air was better, a household had everything they needed without having to travel to the city. Now, it’s more unsafe to live in the farm because of robbers.
— Lucio
 
 

The family relocated to Guaranda when Doris was in high school. Lucio describes the decision as a difficult one: at the time, his parents still lived in the Santa Fe home with them and he wasn’t sure how they would be able to continue the maintenance of the farm without being there most hours of the day. As more and more individuals moved out of Santa Fe for the commodities that Guaranda provided, the homes in the farms in Santa Fe were left empty. As a result, Lucio began to notice crime increase. Since farmers would now commute to the farms every few days, this left isolated homes in farms that Lucio’s family home vulnerable to robberies in the evening and night hours as most people left. Lucio did not feel like Santa Fe was safe for his family anymore, and with Rosa’s wishes to leave as well for their children, the family made the move into the growing town.

Rosa and Lucio try to return to the farm in Santa Fe as often as they can, almost every day. If three days pass and they haven’t gone to their fields, they are restless and I notice that their visibly itching to get out of Guaranda that now begins to resemble a city rather than the small town it once was. Although they live in Guaranda now, they long to return to Santa Fe and the way things were.